Should Of Been

M&L;)
Rating~ PG
Disclaimer~ I do not own any of the characters.

Rabbit's Note~ Well, as I sit up in the wee hours of the morning waiting to go to sleep, I figure, Why not? Therefore, Read at your Own Risk as I am not a writer nor do I intend on writing any other's. Please forgive all grammer, punctuation, short sentences & whatnot errors. Lastly, as I cannot stand Tess, she will NOT be in this story, her character will be played by Karen :lol :lol

Max's POV~

So this is it. This is my life. I'm destined to be with her. Her with me. It is written in the stars, on another planet far away. Although, my heart longs for another.

It all began that dark rainy night when Liz slept with Kyle. I saw them. I was going to ask her to marry me that night. I held the ring in my pocket not sure of what to do next. I was heart-broken. Devastated. My soul was crushed. All my dreams had come to an end in one moment. She was all that I had ever dreamt about. How could she? Why? It didn't matter. I should of known I could never be with the one I truely loved. I could feel the tears sliding down my face. I couldn't breathe.

As I began walking in oblivion, leading no where in particular, not caring what path I chose now; We ran into each other. The one I was "supposed" to be with. Karen. She was always all alone, no one liked her. She was always trying to convince me that we belonged to one another. That I was her King. That she had loved me. I guess I could understand her pain. As much as she loved me, I loved Liz. Problem was I didn't love her and Liz didn't love me. It was a painful truth we each had to live with. She took me back to her place that night and I slept with her. Stupidity on my part. Revenge had kicked in. In any case, I did not love her and it ended there. Or so I had hoped.

Time quickly passed. I wasn't sure what to do with myself. All I could dream about was Liz. How I had to have her. To be near her. Just to look at her. She was everything my soul had ever longed for. She would have nothing to do with me. She knew about Karen and I, Maria had told her. Little did I know Maria seemed to hold the key to more than one secret. Liz wouldn't even look at me. I guess sometime after that she got back together with Kyle. Don't get me wrong, I was still angry and hurt and as much as I thought my life couldn't possibly get any worse, the doorbell rang.

It was Karen. She needed to talk. I don't remember much, but from what I can recall were those two words. "I'm pregnant". I wasn't sure what to say. I had always dreamt of having children with Liz. I loved kids. I was going to be a father now. A moment of happiness washed over me. Let's face it, I would never get Liz. Maybe, she was right afterall, Karen was my destiny. So I proposed. We were married 3 weeks later and moved in with one another. The baby came soon after.

**TBC**

destiny~ Yes, I couldn't even bear to write her name. Thank you. Let's just hope I can remember how it ends.