Pie~ so nice to see you again!
And my apologies to those reading/following this. I am finding this difficult to write... being that it is coming/based on true life events. But I am trying my best.
Chapter 4
She could feel the nervousness emerging from the inside. That gut feeling you feel. Like your falling over a cliff, flying almost. Her hands were getting hot. Her body flushed. Almost to the point of sweating. She could feel it as she thought to herself, 'Oh God. What do I say to him? What if I look like a complete moron?'
She opened the door slowly and began to make her journey outside. Rounding the corner she grabbed onto the railing sliding her fingers along it as if to grab it for dear life. And then she stopped. Almost afraid to look up. She could
feel him. Slowly, raising her eyes .. he stood there.. staring. At that moment she felt her breath being sucked out of her. She couldn't breathe. Lost in the moment she could feel his eyes burning right into her soul. The feeling that he could see her..
really see her. Almost that feeling that she wasn't even dressed in his eyes. Her body igniting, catching on fire. Burning on the inside. Aching. Longing.
And then the walls began to stack up. It was a defense. She couldn't help it. She couldn't let him in. She couldn't lose control. Breaking the long gaze she tries to focus on the buildings over to the right ... shyness overcoming her. She could sense him as he began to walk closer to her.
So close. It's then that she looks back at him as he speaks to her,
"Hey."
And then he smiles at her as if she is the only person in the world at that moment. She couldn't help but smile back and weakly manage a "Hi" back.
Even these few moments to one would seem like it had only been a few seconds. Hardly. They are wrong. Standing there for more thatn five minutes already she could hear the bell ringing- signaling that the next class starts in three minutes.. leaving little time left.
She sees him reach into his back pocket pulling out a pen. He looks up and and asks,
"Can I have your number?"
She thinks to herself, 'He wanted my number? He wanted to call me? What would I say?'
He slowly starts to roll up his sleeve as I give him that look that says
hell yeah. He looks up at her- questioning, waiting..
She speaks slowly,
"8..4..7..9..2..2..1.. No. Wait..."
Embarrassed as crap now... she goes onto correct herself,
"9..2..1..2."
He looks up and smiles as she continues to think how much he must think she's an idiot. Wanting to beat her head against concrete at this moment.
But then her attention is diverted to him blowing on the inside of his wrist - where he had just written
her number. She could feel the world spinning just watching it. Almost a forbidden thought.
He softly smiles and whispers as he finishes drying his wrist,
"There. I'll never wash this arm again."
Her mind drifts away. She thinks to herself, 'Did he just say that? What do I say?' and then she remembers she didn't tell him her name.. and quickly says,
"Liz Parker." but instantaneously he says, "I know."
She couldn't believe it. He knew? How did he know? Blushing she looks around noticing the halls are now rather empty.
He notices the time as well and says,
"I've got to go. I have a test this period. But I'll talk to you tonight... right?"
And all she could manage to mumble in return was a "Yeah." Hoping she didn't say that
too loud. She stood there watching him as he ran off in the opposite direction; smiling.
Then the bell sounded signaling class had begun.
"Shit" she said to herself as she made a mad dash for her English class.
Flushed and excited like a roller coaster you just got off of..she walked threw the rest of her classes in a complete daze. Unable to focus. To concentrate. On anything...but
Max.