Title: Everything
Show: One Tree Hill
Rating: Pre-teen
Disclamior: The song belongs to Alanis Morisitte, not me. I do now own any of the charactors from One Tree Hill, but I?d love to own James Laffety and Chad Michael Murray. *Licks Lips*

Summary: Lucas did not listen to Nathan after Nathan tried to kill himself in a race car wreck, he called Haley and told her about what happened to her husbend. (he betrayed his brothers trust because he could not do this to Haley, his best friend and ?like a sister to him?. Haley called Nathan when he woke up to make sure he is ok and he told her to stay there because he did not want to see her, but she did not listen.



Part 1

Haley?s Pov

She sat in her car listening to music while she drove in traffic back to Tree Hill. She has not moved a foot in awhile, so she has had time to think. Nathan screamed at her and told her not to come, and that broke her heart. When she got that call from Lucas she woke up from her world that her manager and Chris made for her, and she stopped all of these childless things, like she stopped doing things there way. She placed her wedding ring back on her finger and she quit the tour and basically said go fuck yourself to Chris. She needed to be with her husbend. But he did not want to see her.

?Haley james how can you be so freaking stupid? Nathan practically killed himself on purpose and he is lying in the hospital right now with a broken heart because some bitch of a wife named Haley James left him to be on Chris?s Band?s Tour. What a stupid selfish bitch. Sure it was your dream to do music and sing, but he did not understand and he begged you not to go but you left anyway. You don?t deserve him one bit. Ahh your so stupid. You may have lost him for good. There is no more life for me without my other side of my heart. My soul. My Nathan Scott.? Haley ranted to herself. ?Ohh how stupid could I be? I love Nathan so much.? Haley started to cry. Not only because her husbend was lying down on a hospital bed in pain, but because her husbend had pain way before the accident. He has had a broken heart for months, since the day I left him for my childhood dream. He better be ok or I?ll never forgive myself.? Haley cried.

Chris and her song came on to the radio. Stupid stars. They were supposed to be romantic, but they ruined my relationship with Nathan. Ahh I hate this song. I should?ve been singing it with Nathan but instead I sang it with some asshole who wanted in my pants and tried to destroy my relationship with Nathan since day1, but I was being so damn selfish that I did not seem to care. I had wanted to sing live all my life and he made it come true. He made me be alive for awhile, but not one of those days was I happy. Nope my heart was as broken as Nathans heart.

I can?t listen to this damn song anymore. I hit a button fast so I did not have to hear it. Another love song came on. I switched it. A Whitney Houston love song. Changed it. Another damn love song. Oh that just makes me want to cry even more. So I did. I cried more.

I?m nothing without my Nathan. We were so happy and then I left. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Please Nathan forgive me.

Finally the traffic picks up and I can drive. Took long enough.

I stomped on the gas hard picking up speed and I sang a song that Nathan and I used to love. It?s called Everything by Alanis Morrisit.

I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it?s going out of style
I have the bravest heart that you?ve ever seen
And you?ve never met anyone who's as positive as I am sometimes

Ha I do not have a brave heart. Are you kidding me? My t-shirt is soaken wet from my tears.


You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can?t relate
And you?re still here

But who knows for how long you are here.


I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you?ve ever known
And you?ve never met anyone who's as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can?t relate
And you?re still here

You loved me even if I was a nobody tutor girl and you were the most popular boy in school, kinda like prince charming.

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can?t relate
And you?re still here

And you?re still here
And you're still here...

I hope you?re stille here
I hope you?re still here?..


Haley cried the rest of the way there.



TBC