Twisted Halls

The home is poor
The ceiling is bent
The floor is crooked
But it is a home
For within dwells burdens
Burdens of a stressed mind
Demons roam
Not horned or scaled as many see
But apparitions, free roaming
Trapped within the house
Causing havoc
These are the burdens
The rooms are large
Filled to the brim and locked away
The halls long as they are confusing
Stretched to the end, but not yet
The floor is checkered
Jet black
Slick and wet
Blood red spattered o white
The walls are twisted
Crooked and bent
Jagged and twisted
Doorways uneven
Bent outwards
Slanting in
Clawed
Scratched
Bloodied
Each room off to a side
Filled, filed, stored
The burdens live only to stress
Paintings of twisted faces
Burnt and charred
Melted and smeared
Tortured and horrified
Hang on the walls
Staring, looking, screaming
Murmurs can be heard
Voices of the doomed but not yet dead
They cannot penetrate the walls
For they be shielded
Shielded by a conscious mind
Locked away
Stranded
Wandering
Lost
He is everywhere
An overlord
A god
The master of the house
Staggering down the hall
Hope is his guide
His heart shines with love
The light at the end of the hall
Bright, but dimmed by distance
So close
“Soon,” he tells himself. “Soon.”
He continues on, not slowing

Always and Forever

I will love you
Always and forever
But the wall between us
So close yet so far
But nothing will stop us
Nothing at all
Even if you don't feel the same
I don't think I can ever change
The blood in my veins
Forever yours
My heart can't stop
With you flowing through me
Because I will love you
Always and forever

Call To The Grave

Call, Call, Call to the grave
Sweet, silent calls
Die, Die, Die
The harmonious calls
Die, Die, Die
The calling
Constant calls
Down to the grave
Fires, Hell, Mummification
Call the graves
Calling, Calling, Calling
Down to the grave

Delerious Love

The horror, the pain
The randomness
Of going insane
Totally out of it

Nothing makes sense
Through this dense
Layer of fog
It's like a bog

Down the rabbit hole I go
Nothing left for me above
Everything seems so slow
Except for this heart racing love

The thoughts in my brain
Are driving me insane
Of a life without
Your love, I'd kill myself, no doubt

You may not like it
Nor do I
But this tunnel is lit
And so inviting, the flames up so high

But I will never go
Without you saying so
Because I don't want to make you sad
And maybe a little mad

The tunnel seems stretched
As I continue to walk
On the walls it is etched
“Your breath taking love leaves me unable to talk”

But I continue to go
And not even slow
As the memories of you I stole
Cause tears to roll

The distance is too much
My mind is tired and I can't help but yawn
All these thoughts are heavy and such
They keep me weighed down, but I must go on

I can't even scream
These thoughts aren't what they seem
I may be in a dazed state of mind
But you'll never be left behind

Because the horror and pain
The randomness
Making me go insane
But your love takes me out of it

Eternal Pain

The agony
No running can save you
Soon, eternal darkness
Pain swiftly comes
Gut wrenching, crippling pain
Consuming all
Hopelessness, failure, death
You wish, nothing
Again, nothing
Somewhere worse than Hell
Trapped forever

My Real Emotion

I am the tingling in the back of your neck
Your arms
Your legs
The shiver
When all heat leaves
The fire burns out
The evil eye you get from others
Staring, staring, at you
When you make a mistake
Or do something stupid
The feeling that lies in your gut
When you know something horrible has happened
The feeling you get from the red burning eyes
Staring back out of the darkness of nowhere
The feeling of being alone
In the dark world around
The crackling of fire burning all your possessions
Your house
All you own
The feeling of being lost
In a forest maze that never ends
Hopeless running
The rain pounding
Making the maze more impossible
Being lost forever
In the maze of no return
I am fear
I am panic
I am here to stay

It

Two sides of a one sided story
Each side more different than the other
Neither side proving any point
Both can be seen through the one eye
The one eye bigger than the others
Swells with miniscule size
Only to be burst by the smallest of atoms
And found by the biggest of eyes
And gone by It

Life And Death

Life and death
Cancelled out
Forever life
No future lies ahead
No past lies behind
Time is stuck
My choice
Your decision
Out time
Their lives
All on the edge of a blade
A slippery blade
We all will fail

Mr. Bob

Mr. Bob was a madman
A mad man was he
For he was not a sane man
So a madman he must be

He wore his toast
Ate his shoe
He would never boast
And he knew very few

It never occurred to him
That some things were not edible
So he said to Jim
While drinking turpentine, “This is incredible!”

Jim said in a reply
As if it were hilarious
“If you drink that you might die”
So Bob said “Increblarious”

Not know what he said
Because his head was full of stupidity
Yet he knew he wasn't dead
The jar was empty

Darkness Halls

The shadows spread
Splinter, Split, Shred
Within the caves
Caves of Darkness Halls
Dwelling on each other
Surviving off the weak
The shadows spread
Splinter, Split, Shred
Within the caves
Caves of Darkness Halls

Deadly Confusion

Why does seeing you
Sad, Angry, Aggravated
Make me so sad?
The tears are nothing new
Nothing old
Just there
These questions anger me
Confuse me
Depress me
Slowly kill me
My feelings mixed
Not about you
About us
About others
But me
I confuse me more than ever

Ok...I am totally feeling very talentless! You are an amazing writer, JHTM!

Well, as you already noticed, I think all your stuff is amazing!

Wow, i liked how you used LP and then changed it. Very cool!

I have another song and a poem

Friend In Need (Kill Me Now)


Slit my wrists
Break my neck
I'll clench my fists
My life's a wreck
but before you do
Let my last words be
“I love you too
And I'm sorry”
My boy will fall
My blood will run still
I'll lose it all
Before my thoughts will spill

Put the gun to my head, my fear is gone
The thoughts have plagued me since my first dawn
Kill me now kill me here
And when the smoke will clear
My soul is at rest
I tried my best
Let the sight stay with you, for it's a good deed
Don't forget me, I'd do the same for you, a friend in need


Choke me slowly
Crush in my skull
I'm anything but holy
My thoughts aren't clear, but a dull lull
Kill me, I beg you
I can't go on
Each step further through the morning dew
Step after step I'll be gone
My blood doesn't want to be here
My soul doesn't belong
The end is so near
I wish you to hurry it along

Put the knife to my throat, my fear is gone
The thoughts have plagued me since my first dawn
Kill me now kill me here
Just don't let my tainted blood smear
With one quick swipe I'll fall to my chest
Give it all you've got, give me your best
Let the sight stay with you, for it's a good deed
Don't forget me as you ride away on your noble steed


Kill me now kill me here
Thoughts of impurity have replaced my fear
One fast swipe, one quick click
My blood will congeal and turn thick
Kill me now kill me here
Release your body of all your fear
Please do me this, for it's a good deed
I, now, am a friend in need

And...
Bleeding Me

Wet and thick
Flowing in me
Crimson relief
Wanting to flee
Bubbling and boiling
Like a red sea
A knife, a sword
Both work as a key
One quick swipe
And it flows to be free

I'm trying to write the perfect suicidal song...It's not going too great...
Sure Friend In Need (Kill Me Now) is good and all, but it's like just approaching the hill of being what I want...It's like...teetering on the edge...not over...

You know what's awesome?
One of my friends is gonna write music for that song with his guitar...
Wahoo!

lol...I need to get someone good to sing it too...lol
I dunno if Steve can...and I dunno if I can too well...lol
But still...
Meh...I'll figure something out...
Maybe I can find someone to do drums and bass for it too...lol
Hell, while I'm at it...why don't I just help start a band?
I mean...I could write the songs, Steve and Matt can play guitar and...Hmm...lol...there's still bass and drums...and maybe keyboard spots to fill...O.o
lol
Meh...too much work...

I'm glad to share them and hear feed back...

You write very well JTHM!