Oh that was so sad.
But good neverless. 
Can't wait for the sequel!
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| Author: | Former Member [ 11/28/02 01:15 ] |
| Post subject: | I Love You, Goodbye PG-PG13ish M&M |
Pairing: M&M Rating:PG Summary: Michael decides to leave Maria and let her live her life Note: I have a thing for angst so sorry if it's too angsty but i promise the sequel(which i will be posting soon) is a less angsty one! I Love You, Goodbye Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love Michael Guerin lay in bed staring at the sleeping form of his girlfriend. He felt bad at what he was going to do but it had to be done. He could not hurt her again. His Maria. He loved her so much but he had hurt her just as much. The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you But baby that's not me He held onto her as he tried to remember every detail about this night. How she had smelled of vanilla and her cypress oil. About how beautiful she looked in that black dress of hers. How she had laughed when he had danced with her. You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do He saw the peaceful smile on her face as she slept next to him, unaware of his plan. Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry Last night had been his last night with Maria. He wanted to make it special for both of them. I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye He got out of bed and put on his clothes. Then quietly he got his bags from under the bed. He had packed yesterday only. I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you He walked over to Maria quietly, leaned down, and kissed her lightly. I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be She stirred slightly. He held his breathe as she whispered his name. Michael? Shh. Go to sleep honey. I love you. He whispered back as he stroked her hair. Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime She smiled sleepily and fell back to sleep. With a last look at his love Michael left the apartment. I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Once Michael was outside, he sat in his car and let his tears flow. He wished he didn't have to do this. He loved her still but he could not be able to provide for her everything she wanted. He didn't have a stable job, or even a stable life. He might have to leave one day and he wasn't sure if he could let Maria hurt when he did. Leaving someone when you love someone Is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you He hoped Maria would understand. He felt bad for leaving without even leaving a note. He knew Maria would feel hurt and wonder what went wrong when they had such an amazing time last night. Oh I don't wanna leave you Baby it tears me up inside But what could he tell her. That he would rather hurt her now than later on when he would get too attached. That he wanted he to find someone else who could love her like he never could. Michael shook his head. He would not be able to tell her that without his resolve crumbling. But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you, goodbye No Maria would have to understand for herself. With a silent farewell, Michael pulled out of the parking lot and left Roswell. Baby, its never gonna work out I love you, goodbye THE END |
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| Author: | bunniefuu [ 01/03/03 07:20 ] |
| Post subject: | I Love You, Goodbye PG-PG13ish M&M |
| Oh that was so sad. But good neverless. Can't wait for the sequel!
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